Have you ever regret for not talking to that much to a person? Or just spending some time with them? Even though Im never close to him, I still feel sad when i heard about the news. now. It was sure a shocking news. He got admitted this morning and by 4 pm he left to another world.
He wasnt feeling well before this.. But just didnt want to go see the doctor. BUT WHY? I just dont understand! Doesnt he think for his family? Hows my aunt's life gonna be, from now? How about my cousins?
This is not the first time i felt this way. Last year, an uncle passed away as well all of a sudden. Doctor detected cancer when it was already at the last stage. He could barely make it through that few days. Eventually he left few days after got admitted. =( I really wanted to go to his funeral but it was during the exam time and I didnt have transport to miri. His kids are growing up well now and im happy for them.. being able to be independent and moved on..
I Really hope this time i could make it. Have got things to handle back at work.. arghh!
He wasnt feeling well before this.. But just didnt want to go see the doctor. BUT WHY? I just dont understand! Doesnt he think for his family? Hows my aunt's life gonna be, from now? How about my cousins?
This is not the first time i felt this way. Last year, an uncle passed away as well all of a sudden. Doctor detected cancer when it was already at the last stage. He could barely make it through that few days. Eventually he left few days after got admitted. =( I really wanted to go to his funeral but it was during the exam time and I didnt have transport to miri. His kids are growing up well now and im happy for them.. being able to be independent and moved on..
I Really hope this time i could make it. Have got things to handle back at work.. arghh!
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