28.03.09

Happy Birthday JAN! xoxo

*hmmm.. tiramisu!*
*satisfied #2!*
Hope you like the tiramisu, which has became my gift to you every year hehee!
BUT your real gift is on the way.. Just wait for it.

*Jan's bday 28.03.08*

*satisfied #1*

HSBC's red sale 2@ the mall was BIG! Like the presentation of the stage and all the creativity and ideas behind it. I was really tempted to try their 'big chopstick' game! haaha.. but nah.. i didnt sign up for the game.. i need some practice first bah!
*lets 'kiap' the ball ball!!*

I also managed to meet up with my girlfriend, Bella. Miss u muchie, bell! hehe.. it was great catching up with you. Would love to do some activities together soon.. Just need to find the right time.

I finally managed to find the answer that i was desperately looking for, and thank god it was a good one. PEACE**

Korean FOOD!

Kim Chi - Qlap offers korean food, be it grilled or boiled. Food was alright. Its a bit pricey but hey, give it a shot.

It was crystal stones that i was desperately looking for.. Glad tat I actually found a crystal bracelet given me by my uncle.. FELT protected and all of a sudden..

=(

HELLO sunshine!

PHEW!!

It wasnt easy last nite but its getting better tonite.

Thanks girls! Dont think I can stay at home alone at this time..

Somehow, I hope that the sun rises sooner and the moon appears later..

I've to prepare myself for something that might be too 'big' and 'harsh' for me to handle.. now tats the hard part..

SUPPORT is all I need =)

Its those times when I think to myself.. SEE! Life couldnt be this good.. n here comes another obstacle .. =(

PEACE is all I need now..

Its just one of the times when my mind doesnt seem to function well.

.. Bothered, frustrated & LOST ..

Never thought this day will come and I guess Im just NOT ready to face it.

Im searching for an answer too, desperate for it actually..

Im looking for the 'thing' that can bring peacefulness and calmness to me now.. THats all I need.

Desperate for an answer

In times of desperation, one could not help but believe in something where others might find 'stupid'.

I didnt feel that way but understood why she behaved that way.. all she wanted was just an answer for her husband's dismissal.

Her children are fine..

"I wonder if daddy's leg will still be the same in heaven?", said the daughter.

I cant help but laughed.

This visit really keeps me thinking about the meaning of life. Life is just short, full of surprises, grievances, regrets..

I had an aunt asking me to look after my diet and reduce meat intake but have more fruits and veges. Its the daily intake that will affect our health in the future. hmmm....

I hope whoever is reading this to consider your daily intake and most importantly, exercise more often to prolong your life span.. =) No joke.

Its those times again..

Have you ever regret for not talking to that much to a person? Or just spending some time with them? Even though Im never close to him, I still feel sad when i heard about the news. now. It was sure a shocking news. He got admitted this morning and by 4 pm he left to another world.

He wasnt feeling well before this.. But just didnt want to go see the doctor. BUT WHY? I just dont understand! Doesnt he think for his family? Hows my aunt's life gonna be, from now? How about my cousins?

This is not the first time i felt this way. Last year, an uncle passed away as well all of a sudden. Doctor detected cancer when it was already at the last stage. He could barely make it through that few days. Eventually he left few days after got admitted. =( I really wanted to go to his funeral but it was during the exam time and I didnt have transport to miri. His kids are growing up well now and im happy for them.. being able to be independent and moved on..

I Really hope this time i could make it. Have got things to handle back at work.. arghh!

BBQ at Fung's

It was last sat nite when we had bbq at Mikey's place. Such a nice place to have it!

You can hear the neighbours bathing.. water running into the river.. neighbours operating their boat in the darkness.. kept us wondering how he was able to navigate at nite! hmmm..

We watched the match between Man U and Liverpool. Left Most of us disappointed.. luckily no one jumped into the river! hmm..

Food was good.. Thanks noi for the laksa. Really nice! Love the sausages too.. hehe.. ohh and the crab sticks.. nyaman! hmmm.. Slurrpss~~

*the host and i*

Fung, when is the next time? ;)

What a surprise!

Guess who i Met at the gym just now? My best friend since young! PYNG!! Miss you woman!

Unexpectedly, we swam for 2.5 hours leaving our skin all crinkled but we had fun. Playing with the float, that is as heavy as me and which could kill someone.. hahah! We were swimming and laughing and talking out loud like no one else business.. =) Aww..

We were talking about the past, and this incident never fails to crack us up!

IT was in Primary 5 when i lost a tooth cos she punched me in my face! We were playing stone, scissors and cloth. Hahaha.. I cried at that very instant and tat was when the bell rang for recess time too!

At the blink of an eye, she disappeared, left me behind with the sad face, blood and a tooth on my hand! I ran to my mum, cried and told her the whole incident. My mum couldnt find her, as she was HIDING at the back of the school.. hahaha!! Now thinking back, it was really funny. We cant stop laughing just now.

Another incident was when she cracked my hand and at that instant, there was a tear drop by one side of eye only. She still remembers that but I cant remember a single thing about that.

We used to be so close that we hang out after school at her place, went to town together.. played at the playground behind her place.. not forgetting her monkey as well. Good old days!
Shes always my Wendy Lau.. Betty Lau.. Pit Pit.. Lau Huey Pyng! aww... =)

Janice - Never let you go

The rain just never seems to bring
The joy I feel the same.
Everlasting pain of my loss remains.

My heart can’t seem to learn to part
The hold you left you mark.
All that I dreamed of now it seems so stark.

Though I told myself won’t hold my breath
a part of me was dying.
There is nothing left for me to do now.
But give in.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would sing to you and tell you I won’t
Live my life without you.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes.
And you know I’d never let you go.

The way you left me on the train.
I don’t know what to say.
I remember everything of that day

I can’t believe we’d never dance
I just need one more chance
To share the sunset our one last romance

Though I told myself won’t hold my breath
a part of me was dying.
There is nothing left for me to do now.
But give in.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would sing to you and tell you I won’t
Live my life without you.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes.
And you know I’d never let you go.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would sing to you and tell you I won’t
Live my life without you.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes.
And you know I’d never let you go

*another song that i keep on playing in my car! check it out *

=)

Justin Lo - Best Thing in My Life

In times of loneliness. When I feel like giving everything I own in my life.
In exchange for a moment or two. Just having you by my side.
In times of desperation, when all I could do is holding on to what’s left of you.
Just the thought of you will always be true. You’re the best thing in my life.
They say that love comes easy as the love that goes with the hours of the night.
Well our morning were always filled with loving still in our eyes.
You see I’m lost, I’m hopelessly lost, inside my mind all because of you.
Just the thought of you will always be true. You’re the best thing in my life.
And when the morning comes, and the sun refuse to rise.
And the night goes on without a star in the sky.
I’ll be missing you till the very day that I die.
Taking with me all the pain and misery forgotten songs and memories of you.
If you could see me and hear the words I wanted to say.
With you I lived a lifetime, without you can’t face another day.
If I could see you, if only I could tell you just how much I really love you.
Just the thought of you will always be true, you’re the best thing in my life.
You’re the best thing ever, the very best in my life.

.. Highlights of the week..

*my favourite Tom Yam Udon from Escapade*
*met up with Ching and Fiona**had snow ice for desserts*
*had a look at Adeq's wedding ring*
*found an interesting article that keeps them excited*

*girls nite out ended last nite*

Are you wondering what the article is about? heheh.. im sure it will keep u excited too.. ;)

My WORLD

*My girlfriends* -Missing Shyang Pei

*Gurlfwenzies*

*Fozzie and Gang*

*D Gang*

*Friendshit*

*Respected Buddies and Sistas*

- some missing tho.. - inn, chee wee..

Even tho some are missing here.. doesnt mean u are not important! :)

What a day!

Finally get to eat my favourite fried kuey tiaw from Menglait.! *Slurpss* Its so good that i think its the best kuey tiaw ever! haha!

Also, i finally got to meet up with Bella and Mas. We wanted to check out her wedding pics but we totally forgot about it by the end of the day. Wanted to get myself a new pair of shoes but couldnt find time for it. I miss SHOPPING! =( hmm....

And i was like a "so-po" there waited for 50 mins!! Ppl who knw me should know that i hate waiting.. i really do.

Had to drive back KB again, reached ard 8pm. Am deciding whether to go to Siew2's place to meet up with the RB Gang. Im so tired and so lazy to move! oh god.. =( Can i just go to bed? hmmm...

buuu.. im going to siew's place to meet my RB brothers and sisters.. hehe! :P

Ninja Nite!

NINJA? What is a ninja?

hmmm.. teenage mutant ninja turtle?? heh heh! To some it may be just a hero ard town.. But to others, its a special term used to define sneaking out at nite, using the ninja's skills. heh heh.. and of cos, theres more to that, which i dont think i should touch on.. *for details, please request for it.. ;)*

Its a secret term that i think only KB-ians understand.. he he he.. *evil smiles*

Reminds me of the good days! hehe! of cos its fun to ninja.. the excitement that we get.. the adrenaline rush! priceless! he he he..

I had dinner with my gang at Tamu Selera just now. Food was alright. But i have always like the place and the choices that they offer. I do wonder why so many people go there to eat when its so so hot there! I had fun.. laughing and just simply enjoying the companionship of them! Thanks guys! =D

*lamb**One of my favourite dish - Pakis!*

Thanks

Thanks for dinner. Thanks for the night. Thanks for the memories. Thank YOU!

*dinner at Deals restaurant - Sheraton*

Its just one of the times when i feel that I just want to forget abt the past and just pretend nothing happened before. *hmmm..its just impossible*

Overall, i had a great nite and i have to admit, i do miss having you around!

Anyways, we were quite disappointed with the food there. It wasnt as good as what we expected and we both think that charcoal has better food and is more of a value for $.

Just now at the gym, I came to 'feel' the new phone tat was launched recently by Bmobile. Its a nice flip phone, brown in colour and has nice functions in it. Im actually considering getting it for a reasonable price of B$99. Wat do you think? *hmmmm.... *