Sigh

I just got back from RIPAS. I visited my auntie who is in critical condition now. She cant talk, eat and barely recognize any of us who were there to see her. It wasn't as painful as the first time i went to see her on friday. I had to hold back my tears, i wasn't even sure she recognised me! I cant understand what she was talking..

Thinking back of the times when i was so afraid to get near her, as she was this huge woman, fierce and LOUD. And today, she is just so helpless and weak.

Why does CANCER exist? Why is it here to destroy our very existence? I came to know that her body is slowly deteriorating; the cancer cells have spread to almost everywhere..

Looking at her make me realise even more how important life is.. and how much we should appreciate it and enjoy it. Honestly, it does make me wonder will i ever have to face this? how would my life be? what would my regrets be if one day i just leave this world..

There are loads of emails stating what kind of food we can take to prevent us from getting cancer. But to what extent, can we rely on that? IS there any scientific proof that broccoli can help prevent cancer? Eating less fried food, oily stuffs, high cholesterol food lead to a healthy body?

makes me wonder... dont u, too? hmmm